I'm very sorry to everyone I had plans with. I know I talked to a lot of people about seeing them and spending time together this holiday season. I wish I had been doing that instead. Not very long after Christmas I was struck by a disgusting intestinal virus in a place where a)everyone else shares the same gene pool and germ pool and b) the wyrm taint is so high from all the toxins that my organic sometimes-vegetarian, filtered water and other hippy sh*t system was already in toxic shock. Then end result was an awful seven day ordeal. So if I said I was going to hang out with you... and I didn't, I'm sorry. I wish we had.... trust me, I do. But, as it turns out, I am very lucky that we didn't use any gas to go see anyone, because we would not have made it home because I still cannot get my paycheck.
So... I'm sorry... life happened, and I followed it's flow. I miss you terribly and hopefully next time things will work out otherwise. I'm sure I'll be back sometime soon. much love. <3